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Monday, April 09, 2012
Random emo night
I know i shouldn't be complaining about how boring exam revision is cos this is probably the last time i'm gonna mug for exams, nothing is more enjoyable than campus life, really. i was browsing through my photo albums on FB and got reminded of too many memories. one fine day, i'm gonna back up all my photos somewhere and i hope somehow this thing will stay with me forever (or should i just develop every single photo? #moneyissue) okay whatever it is, my point is i don't want to lose any of those beautiful moments captured. NONE OF THEM.

Tonight is a random emo night, coupled with these two new emo-rock songs that i've just discovered. realized i have a weakness for emo-rock songs. and after all this while, mando pop songs are still my favourite. personally, when i listen to songs, i pay attention to its lyrics more than anything else, and some of the best written lyrics come from these songs. or perhaps under the influence of my family, i've been brought up in a chinese-speaking family who likes listening to mando pop, and hence explains my liking towards mando pop. nevertheless, i'm glad that i've been exposed to alot more other song genres thanks to all my friends, kpop, hiphop, R&B etc. in fact, it's amazing how these genres fill up majority of the songs in my iPod now. hahaha. 

Alrights, time for some music!  



看着你的表情 倔強沉默中
你狼狽的解釋 更讓我心痛
我可以假裝都不懂
卻不能裝作 無動於衷

聽着我的疑惑 你言不由衷
誰又能體貼我 冤枉的痛
愛可以無私與包容
卻不能釋然 敞開心胸


我的心被鑿開 一塊黑洞
擠在回憶裡 狂烈洶湧
愛越美越痛 我誓死效忠
捲土重來後 就怕千瘡百孔

我的心被鑿開 一塊黑洞
可是填不滿 也掏不空
我越是寬容 心就越沉重
愛明明該被歌頌 為何還 讓人惶恐


終於找到借口趁著醉意上心頭
表達我所有感受
寂寞漸濃 沉默留在舞池角落
你說的太少或太多
都會讓人更惶恐
誰任由誰放縱 誰會先讓出自由
最後一定總是我
雙腳懸空 在你冷酷熱情間遊走
被侵佔所有還要笑著接受
我嫉妒你的愛 氣勢如虹
像個人氣高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一種虛榮
有人疼才顯得多麼出眾
我陷入盲目狂戀的寬容
成全了你萬眾寵愛的天后
若愛只剩誘惑 只剩彼此忍受
別再互相折磨
因為我們都有錯

推開蒼白的手 推開蒼白的廝守
管你有多麼失措
別再叫我 心軟是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂卻仍拚死效忠
我嫉妒你的愛 氣勢如虹
像個人氣高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一種虛榮
有人疼才顯得多麼出眾
我陷入盲目狂戀的寬容
成全了你萬眾寵愛的天后
若愛只剩誘惑 只剩彼此忍受
別再互相折磨
因為我們都有錯

如果有一天愛不再迷惑
足夠去看清所有是非對錯
直到那個時候 你在我的心中
將不再被歌頌 把你當作天后
不會再是我

@ 2:13 AM



Sunday, March 04, 2012
For The First Time
It's been more than a week since HOCC ended and I still can't get enough of watching this. A piece with such intensity that made many of us teared, even the judges. Clean steps, great song choice, awesome blockings and expressions. Unific, for the 5th time, you guys proved your worth and I'm really proud of y'all! And and do check out the awesome leads, Dsiow and Huiting. Yay MJ Love <3



Forget about all the woohaa or whatever nonsense others say about us, we should not be bothered about such unnecessary stuff. Instead, let's shift our focus back to what truly matters to us and only us, DANCE. As long as we stay firm and true to ourselves, nothing can ever break this family apart, really. =)

@ 2:46 PM



Monday, February 20, 2012
Vinh Nguyen class
It's been a while since I last attended one of such dope classes with MJ, this time it's VINH NGUYEN IN DA HOUSE!! =DD

I'm all inspired once again by this dopeness and really felt glad and honoured for MJ to be able to conduct a private sharing session with Vinh, ALL THE WAY FROM L.A.!

And yes, this was the choreo Vinh shared with us, check out the video! Can't get enough..





@ 9:04 PM



Monday, January 30, 2012
It's Thursday!
Last thurs's MJ prac was one of the most enjoyable pracs ever. =)

#1 Chionged both junior and senior pracs that day, darn tiring but both choreos were fun and nice!! love them.

#2 Two SPTs put up their SPT showcase as well. nice stuff they've got there. kudos to everyone for their hard work, and i think some of us really improved alot. =)

#3 This is the first time I got a compliment from Pat after being in MJ for almost three years! Got chosen for select group to dance. Stressed max esp when all the zai people are watching you, but it was a great exposure, haha. Simple compliment but it means alot to me, thank you Pat! =) Will continue to work hard and step up.

Everyone's busy with hall dance and I can't wait for 24th Feb to come to witness all the dope choreographies =D JIAYOUU PEOPLE!

@ 4:46 PM



Sunday, January 01, 2012
2012 Resolutions!
Goodbye 2011 and here we are in 2012! =D
Brand new year, brand new start, and of course here's a brand new list of resolutions for the year! =D

2012 Resolutions
#1 Graduate with an honours degree by May 2012
#2 Get a job asap that I'll love for the rest of my life. LOL
#3 The girls know this =)
#4 A blessed family, more time for my loved ones 
#5 Level up in dance
#6 More great times spent with my awesome friends 
#7 Travel round the world (and yes, I shall make travelling my second hobby, join me!) 
#8 Learn more about investing and probably start investing asap once I get a job
#9 Share my happiness with everyone who mean so much to me 
#10 All the above to come true =) 

Here's wishing everyone a Happy Happy New Year! =D

@ 2:44 PM



Monday, December 26, 2011
you know what, i feel very glad and thankful that i have you as a friend. you don't usually find me, but one thing i've come to realize is you'll always be there for me whenever i'm down. and i can say you are one of the few friends who actually cared enough to ask if i'm alright. i apologize for ignoring your calls, simply because i thought i'd be fine after a while, but despite me rejecting your calls, you insisted i called you back just cos you knew i needed someone to talk to. truly felt apologetic and dumb to have rejected your concern. it may just be a simple call, you would have done the same for any other friend, but still, i'm very touched.

thank you. =)

@ 1:43 AM



Saturday, December 17, 2011
有些东西,一旦失去就再也找不回来了。

@ 2:20 PM








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